tired

heeyy.. good afternoon everyone~! good afternoon too for derrick lee xin yan! i hope u always fine in there..
i just come back from the lecture... very tired o~! i didnt sleep last night just because of do the psychology's assignment. yeah,, me and derrick often do "begadang" together and i miss that moment soo badly!
hoahem~! i want to take a nap this afternoon.. but i must back to Boyolali, home sweet home.. i miss my hamsters soooo badly!!! LOL

do not blame me!!

iam chatting with my ex-boyfriend and he told me that he was married~ 4 months ago on november.
what?? he was married?? why so hurry??
ok, fine! he just my ex! but it is regrettable~ because he's still very young, 22 years old and his wife same age as me..

ahh~ but he blame me!! he said that he did it because of me~ what the heck??
ok~ I think this is all really my fault.. he told me that he loves me very much.. although he have girlfriend (before he married and after he broke up with me)~ I think he's already crazy!
we break up was 4 years ago~ and he still expect my love? what the hell!!!
I admit that he love me sincerely and I've had a lot of evidence. by the way, he is my first love. Our relationship is only 7 months, i though he didnt serious with me then i asked him to break up. yaalaaaa~ I scared broken heart at that moment... and I do not know anything about love, I was 13 years old at the time.

valentine???

just comeback from the mall~ i bought many chocolates and some ice cream.. yaaalaaaaa~ tomorrow is valentine's day
but for me, the valentine's day is nothing special so i never celebrate that day~ the chocolates just for someone who gives me chocolate too. hehehe~
every year i am always got many chocolates from my friends in valentine's day~ the most from male friends. woooohooooo~
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but it all does not apply to this year~ i think i'll get chocolates only from my parents and my best friends~
some people say that I am now little
fierce. hagagagag~ i dont know why??
just previous my life.. I was trauma to fall in love again~ boys always tease me untill i dont know who is really sincere love me.
every time I loving him sincerely, he left me~ its very hurt right??
and every time he loving me sincerely, i left him~ i just realize how much he loved me after broke up.. ARRGGGGHHHHH~!!!!! what should i do??
my last boyfriend is my friend in facebook from other country, not far from my country Indonesia~ but.................
forget it!! not good remember the past~ hohoho.....
errrrmmmmmm~ happy valentine's day everyone.. dont forget give me a big chocolate~!